when the person that hurt you the most says sorry for everything, its like no matter how bad that person hurt you, i just forgave them for everything even though they made my life pure hell since October. i wish i was over that person but i’m not. and are text conversions are just so awkward and i want nothing more then for them to go back to the way they were before this whole bullshit came up.. i really wanna have late night conversions about random stuff, talking all cute always wanting my phone around me so i can text, the nights i just stay up all night because life is so much better then your dreams. the cute sweet texts i can read over when i’m feeling like shit.. ever since that four word texts came i’ve been hoping everything will go back to that, even if not i can now listening to ” let me take you out” with out crying and “how to hate” without getting super pissed i just downloaded them both back on my phone, i know all i ever do on tumblr is complain or vent. but whatever, i’m still not completely happy and i don’t know if i will ever be. but the this has been the easiest for me, besides my mom freaking out because i’m texting the one person she doesn’t like.. but its whatever, i don’t think he’ll text me back after tonight but atleast he said sorry, what more can i ask?

yeah i sound like a hopeless romantic.